You smile,I deserve better than this.

päivän asu kokonaisuus tms.

hymyilen kaiken paskan läpi,

hymyilen vaikka sattuu ja vitusti.

en halua tuhlata tähän elämääni,

mutta oon juuttunut paikoilleni.

en saa henkeä koska ahdistaa niin kovasti,

ainiin,unohdin jo että tää tunne on mun arkipäivääni.

I couldn't stop laughing,
No I just couldn't help myself.
See you messed up my mental health,
I was quite unwell.

I'm so used to my life with you around.
I don't know anymore the real me.

 And I thought I found my self today,
And I thought that I had control.
All the change in my life just fell away,
For a moment I didn't need you.

 I miss you,I miss your smile.
And I still shed a tear every once in a while,
And even though it's different now.
You're still here somehow,
My heart won't let you go.
And I need you to know,
I miss you!

 angstailua kerrakseen,ei muuta tällä kertaaa.

nyt meen nukkumaan ja sitä rataa..

heipodei>